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an unfinished life.

2005-09-23T13:16:00.000-07:00

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u can now see the internationa movie poster of jennifer lopez's film. sad nga lang kc wala pa ung movie dito. its an indie movie. and sana marecognize ung acting nya.

2005-08-17T09:48:00.000-07:00

Yet another survey. thanks to my buddy, mattü
Of random things...
1.) What did you have for breakfast today?pandesal and pancit malabon
2.) Last Person You've spoken to on the phone?mico
3.)Last Movie you watched?fantastic 4
4.)Last DVD you watched?monster in law / war of the worlds
5.)Music you're hearing right now?cherish - madonna

Angst, Angst and more Angst...

6.) When was the last time you've ever plotted someone's death?
4 years ago. hahaha
7.) Ever hated someone so much, you've punched walls, cried your heart out, smoked a pack of cigs, got drunk as a skunk?
eeeerrrrr......yeah! 4 years ago din
8.) Ever tried to get back at the person who's on top of your hate list?
Nope. Between that person and me, I'm definitely sure I'm the happy one. *smiles*
9.) Do you hate your body?
not right now

Things about you...
10.) my mom used to scare me with hello kitty. wierd huh?!?!
11.) i love to eat fries and listen to jlo

The 5 things that scare the shit out of you.
Ranking at #
1.)Snakes!!! *shudder*
2.) More snakes
3.)More and more snakes
4.)falling in love
5.)Ghosts.

The 5 things you can never live without.
1.) Sex!!!! Hahaha!
2.) My mobile phone.
3.) My JENNIFER LOPEZ LIBRARY (released or unreleased).
4.) Money.
5.) Clothes (whether they're classics or trends that I like)

The people behind your happiness.
Ranking at #1
1.)
2.) My mom and dad
3.) My cellphone.
4.) My siblings.
5.) My work and co-workers, and my friends.

Your top 10 Fashion essestials.
1.) jeans (faded or not)
2.) basic tees.
3.) accessories.
4.) shoes.
5.) cellphone
6.) cap
7.) polos.
8.) jacket
9.) shades.
10.) loreal

Your top 10 beauty essentials.
1.) L'oreal White Perfect spiked with SPF 50.
2.) Ponds Refining Pore Facial wash.
3.) L'oreal Pure Zone Facial Scrub.
4.) St. Ives apricot scrub
5.) Body shop rice scrub.
6.) Chapstick in Mint.
7.) Fresh's Tee Tree Soap.
8.) Vaseline lotion for so many reasons.
9.) nive multiple whitening cream with spf 30.
10.) gluthation

Cloud Nine. *Things to acquire before death*
1.) Finish College and get a nice job
2.) Get Married in athens with someone.
3.) Own a post-modern house
4.) Own a nissan evoluton 8
5.) Achieve a Male Supermodel body.
6.) Have at least two children.
7.) Watch Jennifer Lopez perform live.
8.) See Jennifer Lopez in Person.
9.) Own a wonderful rest house in boracay

hapiness? whats that!

2005-08-15T09:10:00.000-07:00

im really happy nowadays!

1st. im enjoying my new phone! mp3 galore hahahah!
2nd. i won a dvd player d2 sa ofc! pioneer pa hahahah!
3rd...ay! wala na pala! hahaha

pero mjo scary kc may kapalit lhat ng hapiness db?

hanging on

2005-08-04T18:40:00.000-07:00

ngayon, i can now say that i really believe in the saying that "you cant have everything". too bad i learned it the hard way.

yesterday, on my way to meet someone, a young guy and girl rode the shuttle that im in. nasabi ko sa sarili ko, swerte nung guy, kasi ang ganda nung girlfriend nya. and how i wish ako nlang ung guy na un...

pero i was so goddamn shocked to hear them talk....errr.... see them pala. They're both mute! they're conversing through sign language.

i was awed with what i saw! but they earned my admiration *winks*

what else happened yesterday hmmmmm *thinks*

aaahhhh... we are supposed to dance pala sa office mamayang 4am! alvin texted me and informed me about the "siesta fiesta" event sa office. *thanks alvin*

e nde po ako marunong sumayaw! hahaha! pakantahin nyo nlang ako! lol

catching up

2005-08-02T11:29:00.000-07:00

ive got a lot of catching up to do with everyone who reads this. (as if someone's reading this) hahahahaü

anyway, i reverted back to globe. SUN SUCKS real TIME. as in!

this is the first time that after 13 attemps of sending a text message, it's still unsuccessful. the real reason why i switched back to sun is to get maximum saving and great service. but HELL NO! their service was REALLY BAD!!!

i have actualy talked to some of my freinds who are using sun to stop using it and get back to globe or smart.

i wasnt able to go to g4 and meet my friends. my old pals, jake and matt. i really miss them so much!!!

life here at work? same old stuff. Customers calls in, we answer their questions and then that's it. i just hope i'll be regularized here.

i was able to meet my long lost friend, jay. we had breakfast at libis and talke non-stop for 4 hours. it was a pleasure seeing him again

i have a neW phone! my DREAM PHONE! hahahahaü im so happy! i get to play the songs that i love anytime!

a lot of my friends are telling me that my site is 70% jennifer lopez -related. so ill just try my best not post some jlo stuff, but if i cant help it...sorry!!!!! ü u just cant stop a fan from blabbering about his idol.

menu + ad2 + release

what i want

2005-06-22T07:14:00.001-07:00

some quick confessions before proceeding

1. i loooooooovvvvvveeeeeee jennifer lopez - everything about her. and for some strange reasons, i now like her arch nemesis, mariah carey...thanks to WE BELONG TOGETHER

2. im really bored right now. bored at my life in general. i wanted to change some of it...but i'd rather not to. ive learned a lot form those parts that i want to erase. that helped me become a better person.

3. i want to have an ipod! and add w800i to it....

4. i wanna graduate as soon as possible. it will only take me a quarter of a year...if god permits

5. i want to be regularized here at my work....

6. i wanna watch monster-in-law

7. i want to have a whiter complexion, a tanned / toned body.

8. i want my life to be fixed...i lost some already

9. i want to have a bala at lipistick video cd...

10. i want the philippines to be uplifted morally

f*@$#d up!

2005-06-20T10:17:00.000-07:00

Damn!

am here at my work again.

honestly, i really dont know what to feel. or how to react on some situations.

ive been idle for an hour already. is this a good sign? i really dont know.

i really cant think right now. all i know is i lost my watch and my schoold id last week. maybe its my karma.

ive seen claudine baretto's new movie. it was really good! kudos to her and the movie outfit. let me give you an "insightful" review.

i wont tell or summarize the story here for some obvious reasons, but ill just tell you how good the movie is.

technical direction and sounds were ok. there were some scenes where you can tell that an editing happened. some of the music that were used for this film is just average. they could come up with a better one.

acting was really superb. claudine can win a lot of acting awards for this movie. you can really see the character in her. diether was a revelation....he was really scary in some scenes. jericho was just ok here.

cinematography was great.

overall, this is star cinema's best movie since feng shui

songs

2005-06-15T08:52:00.000-07:00

during the last few weeks, ive been listening to a lot of songs over the radio. here's what ive noticed.

1st - countdowns
* mostly foreign songs lord the charts nowadays. mariah's "we belong together", and other teeny-boppy stars. the only opm songs are those by bands, kitchie nadal, and nina. plus not to mention opm songs nowadays are purely revival. do we lack the talent to compose songs?

2nd - commercials
* theyre dominating the airwaves now. more than the airplay

and 3rd - the djs
* mostly talking nonsense - except for chico and delamar. they are the only people who i listen to when they talk.

mixed-up

2005-05-24T06:11:00.000-07:00

now i really do believe that there are 2 sides of life. too bad it took me so looooooooong to realize this.

i feel happy and sad today.

happy that i was able to pass the fourth exam. sad that 2 of us went home jobless after the exam.

happy that i will see my bebe tonight. sad that i wont last long. maybe we'll just eat then go home or go straight home as soon as i get to our meeting place. sad that i do feel that im not doing my part as a boyfriend.

happy that i have a work. sad that i think i wouldnt be able respond to the pressure and the demand that my work entails.

happy that i met some old classmates. sad that i lost a few precious people.

will i be able to see a light at the end of the tunnel? hhhhhmmmmmmm..... *sigh*

network war

2005-05-23T02:56:00.000-07:00

war war war.

war at afghanistan. war at iraq. war on the southern part of the philippines...WWAAAAHHH!!!!

it seems to me that anywhere i go, at any point of the day, a "was" is currently happening.

just like last thursday. me and my bebe had a"little" war over something which was based on an accusation that was never true. my bebe thought i was having an affair with a guy who just happened to be the person responsible for me to get in this company.

we had a fight. a major one for that matter....i thought it was the end of us.

but we were able to resolve it. thank heavens!

anyway, i just want you to know bebe, i love you so much! no one can take my love away from you. im willing to endure all the pain and suffer all the consequences.

mahal na mahal kita

updates updates updates

2005-05-19T01:36:00.000-07:00

tada!

its been a while since i last updated my blog. so now im back...to seek vengeance hahah!

let me update you on what kept me busy during my self-proclaimed "hiatus"

1st - vice updates

someone gave me an access to a credit card... so i ordered tons and tons of cds. mostly jlo eerrr... JENNIFER LOPEZ (its not JENNIFER ANTHONY PEOPLE! her husband #3's surname is MUNIZ)cds hahaha! i ordered her new cd, REBIRTH online via HMV japan's site. I placed my order on the 23rd of feb this year.

the cds arrived the following day, around 4:45pm. As a die- hard fan, i was thrilled to have it 7 days ahead of everyone from US and EUROPE.

by 5pm on that said date, my sister got home from a mall. then she saw me staring at the cd. To my surprise, she uttered "kuya, may bago ng cd c jlo sa tower"

"huh?!?!"

"oo meron na"

"ito ba?"

"oo"

"magkano?"

"450"

then my world fumbled.

I piad 1,700 pesos for that...just to be wwwaaaaayyyyyyy ahead of the pack! DAMN SONYBMG! hahaha!

but the album's worth it. 'twas sooooo damn good that i bought 10 copies of it then gave 9 out to friends

2nd - im now working!

i started working just this month... same old stuff that people go for immediate work. CALL CENTER.

I will not elaborate on this more hahahaha! ull just see me in makati.

3rd - and probably the most important one (at least for me).

IM IN LOVE! hahah!

u read it ryt.

march 11 was the start of my romance....its doing great so far.

i wont elaborate on it. ill follow my idol. I'ma do a "jlo". ill be mum about my love life for a looooonnnngggggg time.

jlo's back.... with a vengeance

2005-02-18T01:05:00.000-08:00

u read the subject right.

She's finally back on the right track... musically that is.at 10am today, i was able to secure a copy of jennifer lopez's new album, REBIRTH. It will be released on MARCH 1 in the US (march 15 here in the philippines)

here's my reviewTHIS ALBUM EXCEEDED MY SUPER SUPER HIGH EXPECTATIONS .now lets review all the songs shall we? (lol im crazy right now):

1. Get Right
producer : Rich Harrison
I'm glad she released this as the first single, thats the vibe it has. most of the other songs on the album are better, but this song was a perfect frsh start.

8/10

2. Step Into My World
Producer: Rodney Jerkins, Fred Jerkins, Hector Diaz
WOW! This is different to what i expected, which was an I'm Real pop type of song. Its so intoxicating (she says that in the song, lol) and Jen sounds SOOOOOOOOO sexy and intriging. this song has an out of this world sound to it.its an ode to why Rodney Jerkins is my favourite producer.

10/10

3. Hold You Down feat. Fat Joe
Producer: Cory Rooney, Nyce Boy, Gregory Bruno
the album version is better, and this song has totally grown on me. its cathcy and i think its gonna be a hit (although i think it shoulda been the 3rd single, not the 2nd). Joe and Jen's lyrics are beautiful (love when Joe says "When Pun died, you was the first to call me. I never told you but, you was there for me").Beauitful.

8/10

4. Whatever You Wanna Do
Producer: Rich Harrison
definitely FUNKY! Thats the word that came into my mind as soon as i heard it. Its a fun, free song, and Jen puts it down! Rich Harrison did a nice job man.

7/10

5. Cherry Pie
Producer: Cory Rooney, Tim Kelley, Bob Robinson
What a perfect slice of r&b! And pie! lol im sad. This was one of the ones i was lookin most forward to, and it didnt dissapoint. Its different to what i thought actually, but in an equally hot way. Love when shes about to swear in the 1st and 2nd verses, lol! This song is sooooo good!

10/10

6. I've Got You
Producer: Rodney Jerkins
again, Rodney did an amazing job! This song was written about Marc and Jen, and Jen puts her personal touch on it. The music is great, kinda reminds me of a Destiny Fulfilled type song actually. Its just beautiful, i need to say no more!

9/10

7. Still Around
Producer: Cory Rooney, Cutmaster Swiff, Big Boi
this is a classic Jen and Cory type of song. Its got killer lyrics, killer chorus, killer backing vocals, and most of all killer vocals by Jen. This is magical. And i LOVE the interlude in the middle with Marc, how great is that! This song kicks ass, and its so honest!10/10

8. Ryde Or Die
Producer: Robert Anthony
i didnt think this would be one of my faves, but it definately is! Its a strong, emotive and Jen is just amazing. This song suprised me
.
9/10

9. I, Love
Producer: Cory Rooney, Tim Kelley, Bob Robinsonhot!
Different to what i thought itd be, and in a better way! It just kicks ass! Cory and Jen are so perfect for each other

8/10

10. He'll Be Back
Producer: Timbaland
i got goosebumps listening to this song. Its perfection.
10/10

11. (Can't Believe) This Is Me
Producer: Marc Anthony
I understand why this is Jen's fave song on the album. This is the one that really surprised me vocally, she has so much power and emotion in it! i mean seriously, add that with the honest and raw lyrics and the amazing music, all i can say is that Marc and Jen have always created magic in the studio, and this is no excpetion. I'm so glad this is the last track, its such a good way to end it.
10/10

ill get 5 copies of this for those people who dont love jlo

MARCH 15 - REBIRTH --- im looking forward to this date

love is all that matters ---- really???

2005-02-16T22:34:00.000-08:00

"love is all that matters
faithful and forever
keeping us together
love is all we need"

so as the song goes... but i dont think so.

For the past 3 weeks, i have been into this "cold-hearted" state.

why?

i was dumped.

u read it right. I WAS REALLY DUMPED. Some some strange reasons, i felt really bad about it. For me, that person was sombody i really want to spend my life with. That person is the one who i love the most. I want to grow old with that person.

THAT WAS BEFORE.

let me take you back on what happened 3 weeks ago.

jan 24 - we talked abt her falling out of love to me. Agreed on some course of actions
jan 27 - we had a fight
jan 29 - i didnt recieve any txt msgs from that person. I decided to call.... as usual, i asked her where he was, why he didnt text me. she was in a meeting. I confirmed my planned sleepover at their house. she said "next friday na lang" which i cheerfully agreed.

i didnt know i was into some serious stuff

jan 29 11pm - i called her up again. I didnt get any text message saying she's home that's why i called him.

* "hello"
- "san ka na po?"
* "bahay na"
- "bat d mko nitetext?"

- silence-

- "sabi ko bat d mko tinetext?"
* "naglalaro kc ako ng pc"
- " can i ask sumting? kasi it seems to me na ayaw mo na... ayaw mo na ba tlga?"
* " nde nman, nag-iicip pa rin ako"
- " do u love me?"

- silence- (at this point, i knew it was over..... really over)

- "so ur taking the space?"
* " yeah"
- " ilang percent ng sarili mo ang ayaw na...?"
* " 90" (damn! at least he was honest)
- " oki... il give u sum more tym to think, pero pag may decision ka na, please tell it agad, wag mko iwan sa ere... bye"

jan 30 - i went online for 15 mins. I suddenly remembered to check my friendster account. As soon as i got to my page, i viewed her profile. then came the biggest shock of my life.

STATUS : SINGLE

i texted her immediately. " i guess ur friendster profile said it ol. Wished u had balls to end it up... thaks sa lhat". That ended my night

i never thought i would be experiencing that kind of hurt. I only experienced it a couple of times but not as tremendous as that.

all my friends are telling me that i should be happy that its finally over. how can u be happy over losing someone u love? its like stealing a candy from a child who really loves it.

majority of my people said that there's nothing to fuzz about.... im still young and he's not my loss..

I FINALLY AGREED

i just want to say thanks to some friends who made my "healing" peroid a breeze.

matt - ull always be my partner, not just my best friend
jay - bf.... thanks so so much. You mean so much to me... if u only knew how thankful i am that ur there... ur presence gives me a lot of security, that i could face whatever that myt come along my way with u on my back.... im always here if u need me
g4 people - thanks for great thursdays and tuesdays... and the parties as well. Anytime u need me im here always
cj - my bestest friend! i really really love you.... thanks so much 4 everything

music rant

2005-02-16T22:17:00.000-08:00

this is my first post... am quite shaking ryt now, but ill do my best to write "sensible" non-kamasutra stuff in it...

let me start by saying my opinion about the recently concluded GRAMMY awards (since this is my first post, i decided to post on a topic which i really love)...

the show - really a so-so. I admit, last year's show was waaaaayyyyy better. From the stage, to the program sequence. Queen Latifah and the set of performers really saved the show

the performances - they are the saving grace of the show. They are really much much better than last year's

my take on the "controversial" JENNIFER LOPEZ - MARC ANTHONY duet?

I really dont get it why people KEEP ON BASHING JENNIFER LOPEZ's performance. Let me set few things straight

- it was jennifer's FIRST grammy performance
- it was jennifer's FIRST time to sing a BALLAD live
- it was jennifer's FIRST time to sing with her husband

can u imagine all the pressure she had?

here's my take. I think SHE DID AN AMAZING JOB! Her voice was really better. It has grown more strong. I heard my mom complain about the "romantic theme" of the performance". i told her that it was MARC ANTHONY's album which got the nominations and there's no other song on the album that will fit the "romantic theme " other than ESCAPEMONOS (lets escape)

IT WAS JUST THE RIGHT PERFORMANCE AT THE WRONG EVENT.

she had proven her haters and bashers wrong by singing live.

take note" NORAH JONES WAS THE WORST PERFORMER OF THE NIGHT